the devil & god are raging inside

on a sidenote.

I hugged Victoria Asher afterwards for a really long time. ha. :]

i liked it and so did she, im pretty sure i caught her staring when i was leaving. hahaha.

should have gave her my digits or something. haha. i kid.

i'm more of a mess right now than someone whoses changing for the better.

but i am trying.

i got stuck on the elevator. by myself.

it was kind of shocking, but funny. i started to yell out, and theses guys ended up hearing me.

it was actually kinda cool cause i knew the kid from one of my classes.

they chilled outside the elevator waiting for me for 45mins.
they even got my roommate to be part of the action. haha.

anyways. that’s my morning. time to sleep. :]

I hate waking up and wishing i could i call her and tell her good morning

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crazy story.

im fucked.

two speeding tickets that i didnt take care of in time.

im sure there’s a warrant for me somewhere.

and. im really not happy about that.fuck.

the cops were called.

okay. so we were playing some rock band in the room. 
nice clean fun. 
and someone decided to call the cops on us.

the cops were pretty cool.
made sure we werent drinking or anything.
and pretty much said they would play with us if they could.
no tickets were written 
just my information was taken down.
ehh.

its about that time to call it a night. lol.. past 3am.
so we called it a night anyways.

er. goodnight tumblr. :]

tonight's a 30 seconds to mars night.

off to go cruise around town.

so much to do. whose going to tell me to do it all?

i am. for i live for me, and no one else.